Freedom

Corinna is gone. During 1 year Caitlin had to front two notice that have affect her so much and the most interesting is that both Cass and Corinna which have became Caitlin's sister are gone. Not even Rogerson because their story all ready got to an end, Caitlin wasn't in love as she was before she thought that it was time to find someone else. During her life she learned what true love means and how that can change you life specially the love between sisters. One day Caitlin received a note of Cass saying how much you have to enjoy life but specially remember that you have to live it as you want no has other persons tell you to do it.Caitlin have been gone for some weeks and the night she came back home she have a little surprise. She opened the door and there they were : mom,dad, Rina, Rogerson, Corinna and beside them Cass was there, after one year they saw their faces again and felt that their love as sisters have never been gone.


 "I'd spent so much of my life working hard to make Mom and Dad happy,to be what everyone thought i should be"(pg. 238)


That is what Cass told Caitlin on his letter and I think that Cass did very good on realzed that she was not doing things as she wanted. I loved that Cass have told that to Caitlin because that why Caitlin is going to think if what she is doing is because she wants.I can connect because i remember one time i told my brother something like that, i said "in order to be happy of what you have made you have to be sure you did because you wanted not because someone told you to do it." And that is the truth because for me the definition of FREEDOM is making what you like and what you want but with limits.

"I don't want to run away in order to not do it."(pg.237)
In my opinion running away from things that scares you or that you are afraid to do them is the worst solution. In order for a person to fix their fears they have to front them.that's the only solution, It has happened to me when I have run scared of my problems or I just give up, but at the end I realize that i have take the worst solution to escape of that problems. That is why I think the best thing to do to become stronger is to always face it for harder or difficult it will be.



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The book has got into and end.I really enjoyed every single chapter because it was book full of emotions and phrases who have make me realised how persons could be so important for us when they are gone but we don't appreciate that.I had also learned that to get what you want you should fight for it wo you could be happy that what you are getting is for your own choices and own decisions. I loved the characters because it seemed that even though they have many problems they know how to fight for that and how important is to be happy with your life and with yourself.

Reality

At the begging on this year Caitlin thought it will be the worst year because Cass went but since days past is wasn't that bad apart of his daily problems such as her mom with missed so much Cass she was separating with Caitlin and his other problem that was Cass. But during that year Caitlin also found persons that have made her change such as Rogerson and Coorin. Corin was a girl Caitlin meet because their mothers were friends but she found something interesting on her, they had a lot of things in common. After meeting that two persons, his boyfriend that change her into a strong and better person and Coorrin who became like Caitlin's sister and help her always she realized her life is not as bad as she thought.
But Caitlin also saw that their not perfect neither Rogerson also wasn't so perfect,he had became so important in her life that she will not know what she would do without him.
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"I was running for one place to another, with no time left to study or sleep or just breath."(pg.129)

Caitlin had no time to do another thing that being with Rogerson, now she has no  time to see their friends or even study for school. I can see that problem in a good and in a bad way, the good way because she shows how much she really loves him and in a bad way because big things ( in this case Rogerson) are making Caitlin forget of little things or even other big things such as passing time with her family.I can connect with that because sometimes I give more importance to little things and forget that even though I some times don't like to do big things they are more important and significant than little things.


"I  could see me and Rogerson like that, someday.Us against the world."(pg.122)
Is that how its supposed to be? imagine a future that maybe will never happen?make yourself illusions and then end sad?In my opinion we should be real, open our eyes to see REALITY. We should not try to life on a world of fantasy and even worst have a fantasy mind. I do think we should be positive  and think things are going to go right but not prove or be sure that its going to end like that. Maybe by the end of the story Caitlin will not be with Rogerson, and what is she going to do? what will then she imagine after thinking she was going to have a future with him.



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Until now this book has be full of emotions, sad and happy. Caitlin is in a year where her life has change as well as her.She have made many decisions alone without the support of her mom or sister, she had his dad but in wasn't the same share their problems with her mom and his dad. I really like and enjoy Caitlins personality at this point of the story because now she docent worry what other think and also how mature you have to be when you take decisions. After living 16 years on a "perfect" world now she has to open her eyes and see what a real world looks like and how little things can become one of the most important thing on her life.

A reason for smiling again

The first two days Caitlin didn't knew anything about Rogerson, the boy he meet on the party.By day three she was waiting for some news about him, but the news she received that day wasn't from him, it was about her sister Cass. That afternoon Caitlin was watching a TV program with her mom when suddenly Cass appeared as part of the public, that news of knowing Cass was still alive make her forget for a while about Rogerson. But forgetting about him didn't lasted long, by the next day while she was with Rina, Caitlin, saw Rogerson and then they began to talk and by every single word he said Caitlin felt more in love with him.They had a Date that night and they both realized how much they truly love each other specially Caitlin, which being with him made him forget all her problems. But that night brought a lot of problems on their lifes specially for Rogerson who had a  fight with his dad when he comed back.

"That was rogersn, or so I was learning.he divided the world coolly into black and white, no grays or middle ground."(pg.93)

Love at first sight is not always the most important. Caitlin  felt in love of Rogerson in one night and eventhough she loves him, she didnt knew him completely. Caitlin was sure he would be the perfect man but she realize that nobody is perfect because each person has a negative or darck side. When I read this part of the book I was able to connect with many things in my life. This could not just happen with love but also with friends. It has happened many times that people try to seem as other persons and lie to fell higher than others. Eventually we always realize who really is that person and the truth of every lie.

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"Now with him, I felt finally like I was making my own choices, living wide awake after being in a dreamworld so long."(pg.94)

A person can change a lot the personality of another and especially if that person is a big part of your life. I think it's okay for someone to help us fix our mistakes, but the only ones who can change our way of being is us and that we should be worrying about what he thought the gente. En this case Rogerson help Caitlin become a better person and open her eyes to the real world. He also helped her realize that in order to fix problems you have to open your eyes and fight without giving up.

Its really interesting how someone could become another person or change their appearance because of someone. I loved the personality Rogerson has with Caitlin because he always tries to help her and the most important thing is that he is always next to her when she needs help. Caitlin has also be there for Rogerson since day one and she loves him more than anyone because he had been the only person who has really accept her as she is and making her change on what she wants not on what Rogerson wants.